I listen to Radiohead's Knives Out and picture Gondry's music video and I think, it could be as tragic as this. really, it's the most depressing song imo..more depressing than anything by elliot smith..
today i convinced myself that i was getting sick and tomorrow we'll see if i truly succeeded. i honestly don't want to be sick, as i'm going to see Paula and her horses either Tuesday or Wednesday. but i feel it's my retched mind over my body.

the starchy blue blanket as your princess skirt
pretending to be a wanderer in from the rain
welcoming the bread and soup
at 4:30 when mom and dad get home
and they retreat to talk about sergeants
and it meant everything in the world to go to Sanrio Surprises
which you had dreamt about the night before

and it was perfect. life
now mom asks if i couldn't do movies, what would i do
veterinarian i half ass
well you're a little late for that

i heard a man talking about how we shouldnt be giving time and money to the Haiti disaster
how can you actually say that out loud

me and my four puffkins sitting on my waterbed
looking at my puffkins magazine and watching tv
i'd look at them and it was all i needed

• 23:27 it's all about $$
  
  
  :( dailybooth.com/u/1qn99 #
• 23:52 I subscribed to HiRymes's channel on YouTube www.youtube.com/user/HiRymes?feature=autoshare_twitter #
• 23:59 Spotted at CVS and Rite Aid: New Rimmel Eyeshadows, Color-Changing Nails and more!: bit.ly/dmmYyK via @addthis #
• 09:53 I subscribed to macNC40's channel on YouTube www.youtube.com/user/macNC40?feature=autoshare_twitter #
• 12:43 got my Lush in the mail!!!!! #

• 10:29 I favorited a YouTube video -- YouTube's Biggest Showoffs: Viral Video Film School youtu.be/gTTkmD27evk?a #
• 11:45 applied for a state job as a clerk for wildlife services. i had to send the application out by postal mail. i really hope i get it. #
• 12:28 I uploaded a YouTube video -- Miss Rachel Rogers: Episode 1 "Who are you?" youtu.be/coCEnfHyBHE?a #